(Hi, I am typing this for her because she needs the writing help! -J$)
I think my mummy does not love me anymore. I don’t know why but I want to make it better so if anyone can tell me how to make her happy I would want that alot. It hurts inside me where my heart is so I think I might be dying maybe from a heart attack because it hurts alot and I’m worried. I don’t want to be with other kids I just want to play by myself and forget that nobody loves me. I like the sound rocks make and how they are strong and pretty and don’t break, but mummy thinks they are dirty and bad and so I have to sneak them in my pockets to keep them in a box in my room where she can’t find them. Maybe that is why she doesnt love me anymore.
I don’t feel very well in my head like there is things that make me feel like I can’t talk to people and I had a nightmare and my mummy was in the bath and all needles were in her and i was so scared because i didn’t know who would do that or how and if she was dead. the dragon will always come back for me if I am not careful and he waits in my window when it gets dark all the time.
My dad got mad at me the other night because he was at the school for when all the grown ups go meet the teachers and my teacher Ms. Thomas showed them my day book where we write about the weekend and all my weekends said mum and dad was at the pub and he was upset because he said it made teacher think mum was always drinking. I was just telling the truth so I felt stupid I did not know that was bad to say.
Maybe that is why she doesnot love me, because I am bad like that.
My nana is always nice but she always asks about mum like she doesnt believe me. I like how dad talks to me better because it feels not like he is saying things with his eyes as well as his words like nana does.
no one is want be my frend becas of my mum is america. or also i am quite all the time. one peopl sead i dont smile alot.
why duz my mum not hug me kiss me like normal mums? i am bad i want my mum to love me plees tel her i am good so she wil not be mad at me.